angel vs devil

these days, angel's been keeping me on track;
doing the right things,
saying the niceties,
thinking the positives.

but...(there always has to be a 'but')
devil has planted a poison deep in my roots.
there's this negative thought that i can never kick.
i've always believed that everything will come to an end.
someday, somehow.

when you're having a good time, you know, that slowly, but surely...
it will come to an end.
and then it's time for pay back; for all the good that you've been luxuriating.
of course, vice-versa.

however, when in bad times, the problem looms as big as the universe.
we feel as though the whole world has tumble down upon us.
hours seem like days, weeks seem like months.
we are stuck 'forever'.
although, truth is, it will be over, sooner or later;
but, the light at the end of the tunnel seems like a long long way to reach.

hence, now, as i'm indulging myself, thinking happy, being happy, flying with time;
i silently fear the end of these days, as the clock ticks by.