it rained again today..

and i just want to sleep in until the sun rises tomorrow

it rained today...

because you're not here

brekkie in a haste

french toast with maple syrup, bananas and strawberries. milk. OJ.

was suppose to fine dine on this wholesome brekkie when i got an sms from emily: "see you downstairs in 5 mins". and i was still in my pj. gosh, i gobbled them up like a glutton. but yes! i wiped out yet another meal. and it was YUMMY! *slurp*

lao tse says...

"the journey of a thousand miles begins with one step."

what more, this is my second step already.

i just had a bread with butter and kaya, a banana, a strawberry and a glass of fresh milk!

another record. *smiles* no photo proof though, since it was an impromptu decision to grab those few bites immediately after i got out from shower. first it was the banana, then as i was finishing it, i had a craving for bread with butter and kaya. then i needed to pop in a strawberry to add flavor. and i thought, i might as well down a glass of milk to flush them down.

hmmm...i could go on taking baby steps like this. *pat pat*

who says you can't have breakfast at dinner time?

here's my brekkie at 2045 today:

maple pecan granola with fresh strawberries and milk

yes. i had a sumptuous dinner of curry fish, stir fried chicken and long beans with rice, 2hours before this. and yes. i finished my dinner. am i crazy doing things out of my norm? yes and no. yes, i have do stop skipping meals like i always do and eat whatever, whenever i feel like eating (like now). no, i'm not crazy. i'm on a weight gaining mission.

and what you can do is support, feed and keep me motivated along the way until we finally see a desirable result. deal?

living with ants

guilty as charged. i just killed a batallion of ants. it seems i've been doing this almost every time i come home from a long flight...yeah, with a can of Shieldtox in hand, i'll go ant-busting in the kitchen, and end up having to clean up the mess and every pots and pans and all other crockery that might be covered with Shieldtox, lest i end up poisoning my housemates.

damn! they're still giving me the creeping itch all over. *scratch* i just hate them creepy crawlies. and when you get them swarming all over the wall *brush* and corners of the closets (good thing it's the kitchen cabinets and not my room)...you just want to get the hell rid of them all.

*swat* now i'll need the expert to come looking for their breeding nest and wipe the entire colony off, once and for all. and before that's done, i'll probably snap a picture of these disgusting pest when they start venturing out in their troops again. wait up for the photos and we can *scratch scratch* together.

so this is how happy is suppose to be

time should pause for me.
this mustn't end too soon.
this light-headedness. this smile. this cosy couch i'm on. this music playing in the background.
i won't ask for more, except for one more endless moment like this.
i could go on like this forever...could even go on an empty stomach. damn, i'll be too busy indulging in goodness to have to get up and find food.

but i just had to share this euphoric moment with you here...
hmm...isn't it amazing what a good book can do to a person?

*smiles*
i'm grateful for days like this.