ill addiction

angel says:
MCs, coca-cola, chocolates, the beach (when the sun is hiding), my laptop; facebook, msn, and occasionally, coffee or a good book (which is rare - nowadays, i can hardly find a book that can keep me fixated on it til the last page)...
why am i not addicted to work, yoga, cycling, swimming, the beach (when the sun is out), or other good stuff?

devil at work:
today..or rather, 10minutes ago...i've just called in sick, again. (i'm just wondering how much this blog can 'help' as a reference for my next job interview?)

people say, once you start taking MCs, it's going to be your first resort when you're having the blues.

angel says:
well, it's normal for people to be lazy once in a while, to want out and a getaway...occasionally. but ME? what am i doing? what's gone into me? i always compare myself with the worsts just to make myself feel less guilty.
i think i have a problem. a serious one that requires me to seek professional help.
yet this might be just an excuse. 'cuz if i know this is wrong, then why do i still do it?

devil says:
but i AM sick this time. really sick.

angel says:
sick, yes. but not to the extend that i can't work. maybe it's going to be a little more inconvenient, but if i can meet up with my friends for dinner, why can't i go to work?

devil says:
but if the work environment might make me feel worse, then wouldn't it be better if i stayed home until i recovered. then i can go to work and stop taking MCs (for some time).

i say:
yeah. so i guess devil wins this time.

angel:
*shakes head* do whatever you wanna do. you've already tarnished a clean sheet.

devil:
but i'm not the worst of the pack.

angel:
you're rotten.